Small Reflection

Multitasking and Productivity

I’m a fairly driven person. I have a lot of goals, a lot of interests. I always have to-do lists in the back of my mind. So there are few things I hate more than getting to the end of a day and feeling like I never got in my groove, like I never really knocked out something significant. A significant factor that impedes my productivity is multitasking when I shouldn’t. Fast Company makes a good point. Once I really get focused, I find I can get a lot accomplished in a short period of time. But given enough distractions and too little self-control, and my brain feels like a ping-pong ball in a clothes dryer. First email then a check of the news, then that other design portal that’s buried under around two dozen other similar bookmarks. Oh I come back to the immediately pressing item on the agenda, but with significantly impeded focus once again. So a lot of times doing one thing at a time really is the smartest.

What are other things you do to increase your productivity and concentration?

Despair and Hope

I’m seeing an increasing trend in the world. It’s a weighty one. And it will only increase—much more so—in days to come. Despair.

Most people have seen the news today: Joseph A. Stack had enough of the IRS, enough of Big Brother, enough of corruption that abounds in our dark world. So he decided to light fire to his own home, and then take his own life in a show of spectacular revenge, hoping to take some of his “enemies” from the IRS with him. I and an increasing number of others are feeling weighed down by the same problems, and they will only get worse. I don’t disagree with Mr. Stack’s frustration with corruption. But what you believe makes all the difference with how you handle it. The tragic response of a finite man who does not trust in an infinite and just God, whose only hope was in a world free of pain and corruption and unrighteous government, will logically come to this conclusion: “violence not only is the answer, it is the only answer.”

Yes, what answer but violence, if we, mere material man, suffer under hardship by unrighteous overlords? Why not waste the short breath of our lives while eliminating the ones causing the suffering? Of course, and in so doing cause more pain and tears and soul-cleaving agony in the process. And we look at the supposed answer and see just one more manifestation of darkness. Are you in pain? Of course, just add some more pain right back, and we can all rest in hell together.

But, if we believe that an infinite, loving God does not only exist but is crafting a story of grace and redemption in a world where man has chosen to go terribly wrong, and that our hope is the perfection of God Himself and His promises to those who believe Him, then—and only then, can we have true hope. Only if you recognize that the Maker of man will one day judge those who inflict the suffering, that He will reward those who patiently endure, and that love and grace and hope are still possible for one who is looking to Him in hope beyond the darkness, only then will we be able to pass through any valley with unshakable joy, and not take a one-way flight in our own souls, if not our bodies.

What I’ve Learned From Myst

The Myst Library

Very strange timing. It’s been a long time since I thought about Cyan Worlds, that beautiful company that sadly faded into the background in recent years. A quick Google search, and I find that after two failed ventures, the epic tale that Cyan had longed planned for the masses to explore was reawakened once again. Yesterday (as of the beginning of this post). The Spokane Review says Rand decided to turn the switch on once again, even though profit isn’t really in the plan.

I smile, though it is a sad one. This is why I see Cyan’s work as true art, not a fad for typical gamers. A big theme one of my professors stressed again and again is that great art is borne of inner necessity. It’s because you have something inside of you, a message to send, a story to tell, a journey you’ve found, and you just want to grab people by the hand and take them with you. I just wish people would recognize great the output of a great creative mind when they see it, so the artists could benefit from it. It’s a lot like the unrecognized indie musician, who has a lot more talent than the mainstream big boys, but always seems to slip quietly under the radar because he challenges convention.

The Millers and the Cyan team taught me something about art early on, reading interviews with them I caught some of that inner necessity that drove them, the desire they had to create things with depth, things with meaning and substance, and something that really enveloped you versus creating another filler item that became all the rage for a year or two. And as a result, what they created shaped me as a kid. The impetus behind the games was exploration—over and over, I was told the journey was the reward. The path is something to be savored, and the payoff is always rich when you take your time and prepare for the future instead of acting haphazardly (in something of a contrast to the frenetic “just get it done” philosophy of modern-day America). I was forced to pay attention to the little details, to savor the scrawl or the fine penmanship in a journal as something indicative of the personality that penned it. The exotic landscapes of the Myst worlds taught me to open my eyes to the beauty of design in things both in nature and things made by man: to notice the wings of a bird, the tonal qualities of a frog, the drop of water in a pond, and the veins on a leaf. Everything meant something, so nothing was to be taken for granted. The novels left me with this thought especially. Atrus, the main character, is continually asked, “What do you see?” Look deeper. Tear beneath the surface, there is treasure beneath! Reward comes when you stop and analyze what you see instead of racing off to the next thing.

In all this seeing, the Myst stories helped me see God in a new way. That sounds bit strange since, although the Miller brothers were sons of a pastor, there’s no overtly spiritual themes in the games or the books. But the spiritual does shine through in some ways, namely in references to “the Maker,” who is continually reinforced as the source of all creativity. Alongside such references are refutations of the fallacious idea of some of the characters, namely, that human writers of books create worlds, as opposed to them being links to worlds that had already existed. Here I think the Millers show their view of God—one that helped me get a new sense of awe. By using something true about our world—that God is the source of creation and creativity both—combined with a healthy dose of imagination in fantasy, the story helped me realize the amazing reality of what is by applying the truth to what is not. How often we miss the miracles all around us, the amazing reality that all of this is really here, and how much richer life would be if we all got a grasp of it and allowed these “windows in the world” to point us to the One beyond the window. This meaningful, hopeful purposefulness seen in the characters of the Myst story would be nonexistent if the epic were set in a fantasy where there were no Maker, where there was no design, no reason to explore new places and see beauty in the worlds. So the series elaborated in a beautiful way (in a creative way!) that human creativity can have purpose and beauty, and can teach us about ourselves and our Maker, when we recognize that our creativity is a small reflection of the Maker and not something that finds its true source in ourselves.

A step into the virtual cavern is great entertainment. But the substance beneath is what makes the Myst story stick with you. Maybe it will help others learn along the way.

On the Couch, I Said…

And he told me I was Pistilli Roman (Veer’s Eloquent).

Hmm. Perhaps, in a way, I am.

Pentagram provides some typographic counseling. What Type Are You?

Pray for Haiti

I get up and take a minute to check the news this morning as I grab some coffee and get ready for Marketing class. Haiti has suffered another earthquake earlier today. I read the reports and my heart breaks. I can’t get up and fly to Haiti to help (I know some who are), but I wish I could. It’s times like this that should shock us Americans out of our complacency and materialism. It’s encouraging to hear about the outpouring of support for the survivors, and we have to step up and meet the excruciating needs the people of Haiti are facing. DesiringGod has a good list of charities and Sovereign Grace also has a fund for the relief effort.

The media has been having fun playing up comments from Rush Limbaugh and Pat Robertson about the quake being God’s judgment, possibly as the result of voodoo practices. It isn’t ours to say. Regardless, we are responsible to aid the poor and needy and give them hope. But for those ready to point fingers at an entire nation because of evils present in their culture, Jesus gives an ominous warning. If God chooses to judge a nation for voodoo, He has as much reason to judge a nation for murdering countless unborn children. In every tragedy, the only correct response is sobriety, examination, and willing service. We’re shown grace every day that we don’t face a similar fate, and until we get a view of this grace we will not rightly extend the same grace to others around us.

Update 2.1.2010: Andrew Spalding, a friend and fellow design student from Haiti, recently returned to help the relief efforts. Follow him at HaitiHelpLine.com. Another cause worthy of support is HelpDanita.org, a call from friends Eric and Leslie Ludy to rescue and care for displaced and endangered orphans in Haiti.

The Answer to Ethnocentrism

Picked a random message from Pastor Piper while working on some projects at home before the return to school, and this one had a message that is particularly applicable and vital to the dream of Dr. King, which we celebrate today. It’s been many years since integration and the sit-ins, and we’ve seen progress. For the first time we have an African-american president. But this is the one thing we must know if we are to see ethnic tensions put to rest: Jesus is the End of Ethnocentrism. Ultimately we will not love and accept others unless we first accept the One who made us and accepts us in His Son. We will not accept all ethnicities with dignity and equality if we reject man in the image of God in favor of the evolutionary view that the fittest ethnic group has the right to trample on “lesser men.”

What would America look like if the church took up the vision of William Wilberforce once again? What if the church fully embraced loving our neighbors, treating all ethnicities with equality and justice? Let’s take up the ethnic boundary-shattering message of the Nazarene and work, not just dream, for a world where all men are valued as souls with worth, crafted so by a Maker who looks not on the outward appearance, but on the heart.

True U

Truth is under assault like never before, and in our increasingly postmodern culture we’re getting messages stuffed down our throats every day in media, books, music, and art. With all the noise and confusion, some of which we overly expose ourselves to, it’s easy to get confused signals sending your mind into a funk and your heart just wants to know the truth. But we can’t all have the truth. If we can all define our own versions of truth, then Hitler’s vision of ethnic cleansing was truth for him, right? Why do even the skeptics among us become outraged at this? If truth is relative, and we’re nothing more than exceptionally advanced primordial ooze, how can we say murder or rape or anything is wrong, and how can we explain for the amazing consensus in all cultures that these things are wrong? How is there imagination, how is there marvelous complexity in nature around us every day, how is there music?

The postmodern skepticism isn’t really new. Two thousand years ago, Pilate said bitterly to Jesus, “What is truth?”

A new generation needs the truth.

I’m going through Focus on the Family’s the Truth Project for a second time, and it cries out with a message so many of us need to hear. And I’m excited to see a new phase of the project coming soon, specifically designed for college students seeking answers. See the site at TrueU.org.

Ethics, Advertising, and American Apparel

I was scanning Cameron Moll’s blog and ran across his applaudable stand against American Apparel, based on their sensual and offensive advertising. I have to admit that I like the feel of an American Apparel tee, but with advertising so blatantly racy it’s time that we, as designers, stand in a call to ethical practice. I’ll be choosing alternatives for my tee projects. We are the ones churning out the visual material of our culture on a daily basis, and both what we ourselves design and what we approve in the design realms contributes to one of two outcomes: integrity or moral degeneration. The latter is the result of godlessness infiltrating the arts, the postmodern mindset that says we’re all animals, so nothing is really immoral. And we have lost the distinction of the sacer and the profanus. So I join with Cameron and similarly minded designers in standing against American Apparel, and I applaud those those who will stand for ethics in design.

Shadows and the Substance

“The enjoyment of [God] is the only happiness with which our souls can be satisfied. To go to heaven, fully to enjoy God, is infinitely better than the most pleasant accommodations here. Fathers and mothers, husbands, wives, or children, or the company of earthly friends, are but shadows; but God is the substance. These are but scattered beams, but God is the sun. These are but streams. But God is the ocean.”

—Jonathan Edwards

Quoted in Don Whitney’s excellent message Pursuing a Passion for God Through Spiritual Disciplines: Learning from Jonathan Edwards.

Santa Christ

I was scanning the Ligonier blog and came across this excellent post by Sinclair Furguson. Increasingly, our secularized culture is pushing the historical Christmas aside. We’re increasingly ready to drown our empty lives with binge shopping, to gorge ourselves on commercialism. Santa, the fulfiller of our every material want, is often the only hero of the season kids hear about. And so the birth of Jesus is relegated to nice story, one that for many, if at all recognized, is the bringer of nice fuzzy feelings or a comfort that if we’ve been somewhat “good people” and if Jesus is really out there we’ll get some brownie points in the game of life. Hopefully, those being material blessings. And so most of America makes Christmas one of the few times out of the year that they darken the door of a church, paying homage to the Santa Christ. Totally missing the life-jarring truth of the coming of a prophesied Deliverer who came to save us from the darkness of our own souls. Santa Christ satisfies a short-term pain. Jesus saves from the American dream.